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Post by Serenity on Nov 12, 2011 22:35:52 GMT -5
Conner Shrugged.
Fine. I forgive you." He said. But then he moved back.
"But I don't love you"
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Post by Damon on Nov 12, 2011 23:13:44 GMT -5
Damons mind froze.His heart hardend. Then finally his forced ignorance broke- sort of. The sunslight that had been streaming in through the cabin window, darkend then vanished. Thunder sounded in the distance and the sound of rain could be hear gently hitting the roof.
"You...don`t...love me?" Damon struggled with the concept, he couldn`t accept it.
"..why..what happend?" as he spoke his voice cracked agony surrounding hus words, pain filled his eyes.
Before Conner , Damon had been very careful with who he let in,making walls to protect himself. But when he had found Conner there no longer seemed to be any barriars, they simply vanished his mind and soul giving themselves completly over to Conner before Damon even knew what was happening.When he was fibbally aware that his walls had been brought down and he had let Conner in he was fine with it becuase he knew that no matter what happened he would never love anyone like he did Conner and he trusted his heart and head enough that when they let him in, Damon did to. But now...nowDamon didnLt know what to trust. or what to do.
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Post by Serenity on Nov 12, 2011 23:34:10 GMT -5
Conner shook his head.
"Nope. Not a feeling left inside for ya." He yawned. "Any other questions?"
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Post by Damon on Nov 12, 2011 23:50:34 GMT -5
This wanst Conner. What are you talking about?! yes this is conner! are you blind?! He just doesnt love you! he probally never did! a ugly voice yelled at him from his mind. Like that his brain shut down all logical thinking fled, his emotions the only thing left to take over.
A small frown appeared and replaced his hurt expressition at ConnerLs flipplant remark and uncaring tone. His voice low he asked"what changed?"
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Post by Serenity on Nov 13, 2011 0:00:08 GMT -5
"What changed?" he asked, suddenly hesitent. what had changed? He didn;t know. All he knew was that he wasn't aloud to love damon. But he didn't say this aloud.
"What changed? What changed was my mind set. What changed was my veiw of the world. I realized that I've been living at the lowest possible rate a guy can. Cause I chose to walk at your pace. Cause I chose to be with you. Not any more." He walked toward a dresser, and pulled out boxers. Sliding them on he continued.
"Now I'm choseing to walk at my own pace. To leave my pity life behind. And ignore anyone who stands in my way. You may like the disgresion, and the hurt that comes with this life. But I sure as Hall dont." He pulled on pants and a shirt.
"So if you don't mind, I'd like to get on with my life. A life filled with happyness, fun....and girls"
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Post by Damon on Nov 13, 2011 14:52:22 GMT -5
Damon followed Conner with his eyes,then stepped a few steps toward him till they were only a few feet apart.
"But you were happy! we were happy!"His eyes closed then."and if i was mistaken..and you really aren't as happy as i thought..."Damon eyes opened again, a blue blazing tender fire."I can change! i'll be anything you want,anything you need, i'll be it.I can move at your...pace."He staggered closer to Conner."You don't need to hurt..and Conner..a life with girls?..your gay.You told me as much! And every touch, every kiss proved it!"Lightening flashed highlighting Damon with a short sparked glow.The rain hitting the roof grew and was no longer a gentle pelting but a hard sheet of water."You can't just tell me that you've forgotten me,or that you can just walk away from us.Just move on like I meant nothing..not that quick."
(what changed was Conner's feelings.He can no longer love anyone besides Adara so he no longer loves damon in anyway.The oly thing that holds any interest to him is Adara.btw Damon still hasn't realized what has happened between adara and Conner)
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Post by Serenity on Nov 13, 2011 15:02:20 GMT -5
(lol Awweh)
Conner again shrugged. "People change. I've changed. Maybe I was gay, but who says I was curious...I never had to stay in that place. Besides. Even if you havn't wont." He smirked 'I've already moved on. I don't need you with me, and all i wasnt you to be is a memory."
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Post by Damon on Nov 13, 2011 15:17:05 GMT -5
Conner's words hurt...a lot.All I want you to be is a memory....They echoed in his head,and in the empty space that was his heart.
"you can't mean that.....You couldn't have moved on so quickly.."His voice sounded defeated, the fire in his eyes gone dull.
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Post by Serenity on Nov 13, 2011 15:20:44 GMT -5
"i cant? Just ask that girl you most likely bumped into. She'll tell you." he laughed.
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Post by Damon on Nov 13, 2011 15:28:31 GMT -5
Poor Damon...He was killing himself making Conner say it.Making Him admit Because He couldn't Face It on his own.A dark shadow passed over his face,the fire turned to ice , piercing.
"What are you saying?"Damon's voice low and dangerous.
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