Trouble With Love. (Open)

[Serenity]

Serenity had cryed to the point where no more tears would come. Now she stood at the back window of the cabin. Thinking. She couldn't deside. She wondered about the diamond. Was it with him? Or was it lost in the sand forever?
I guess I'll never know.. She thought glumly. Out of the five terrible stages, she was at number three.

Stage One; Anger-Complete.
Stage Two;Depression or sadness-Done.
Stage Three;Deep thinking and dissbelife-Working on it.
Stage Four; Mood swings-NOT WANTED!.
Stage Five; Getting over it-WANTED... Badly..

She reatched down and touched the pendent she alwasy wore. Infact she never took it off. Not since Kayne had given it to her. Now she only had one of the two things she treasured most. The other being the faded diamond. Faded bacause when Myrnin had given it to her they wern't fighting and were together. Happy-ish. Some days she'd noticed it had an extra sparkle to it. Those days being when both Myrnin and her were once and again happy and together. Other days it would seem dull because they were fighting or had fought and wern't together or even happy with eachother. Now it was completly faded, all sparkle lost. Because the last fight might have been possibly just that. The last. Serenity regreted those last words that were said.

'Well exuse me!' Myrnin had snapped. 'Maybe you should go find Whats-his face instead!' These words stung and Serenity reacted badly. 'Fine!Maybe I will!" She used the first come back she could thing of and felt like kicking her self afterwards. 'At least Kayne like me back!' She said this though not even knowing if it was true.

She had tryed to return the jem to it's maker, but she had guessed Myrnin hadn't turned to retrive it. Typicale. Her mind was full of sarcasum and sadness. Shenow had a problem she had to face.
Myrnin. And Kayne.
What was she going to do? She loved them both-even told Myrnin she did- and didn't want to chose. But she knew she had to. She crossed the room to the door. She went to open it, but instead she turned her back to it and slowly slid down tears streaking her face. She wanted to go and talk to him, but knew otherwise. She wasn't ready for another argument. Not with him. Not now.
She had reatched Stage Four...

[Serenity]

(okay some of you may know that I'm writing a story about Serenity. Literaly. I'm taking everthing Serenity has done and putting it on paper. It will involve most of you. But it's maily based on Kayne Myrnin Jatta and Serenity her self. when I type it up I'll post it on the general board if you want to read it. Thanks. oh and if you don't want to be in it let me know)

[Kayne]

Kayne was wondering if Serenity was ok so he walked over to her cabin and knocked on the door. "Hey Serenity you here?" He asked looking in.

[Serenity]

Serenity-who was leaning her back on the door- felt it vibrate behind her, and heard a familure voice, and saw peerong eyes. There was no hiding.He could see her. finaly letting go of the pendant-she was still clutching it- she slowly stood and opened the door.

[Kayne]

"Serenity. Whats wrong?" Kayne asked looking at her with worried eyes. He noticed she was crying by her red eyes. He walked in a little and watched her calmly.

[Serenity]

She looked down at herself. SHe was a mess. Her hair was sticking in alot if different directions, and her eyes she guess were red from crying. She sighed. "nothing I can fix." she said her voice not even -to her suprise- wavering once. But it did sound to calm for comefeart

[Kayne]

Kayne noticed her voice and walked closer to her. He pulled her into a hug wondering if would help or not. "What do you want to fix? You can tell me anything." He said in a gentle voice.

[Serenity]

she shook her head. "it.....It dosn't matter.it's over and done with and theres nothing i can do." though she said that, she wished she had told him. She hugged him back.

[Kayne]

Kayne stayed quiet for a moment. "Why wont you tell me things that are bothering you?... I feel useless when i see you sad..." He muttered softly.

[Serenity]

SHe knew his words were ment to confert her, but they brought a new flood of silent tear, and because she was still hugging him,they satined his shirt. "I know i can tell you.....I trust you through and through...It's just..."