Bored...so I drinking

[Seattle]

She sat on her bed, drinking Shiner Rock Beer.

[Bear]

I have a couple questions, but in all honesty I am terrified of the forums now.
I know because I have actually read much of this forum/topic that many have complained and asked questions along the lines of my first question. Please bare with me.
My personal computer is a laptop, there are times where I am at home and on wireless, all is fine with that I know, but I am returning to school and will have to use their wireless, this will change my Ip drastically. I am on this site very often, all be it this is my first post in any of the forum. To be honest I did not read the rules at first, I decided it a good idea before I jumped into making posts. Now before you mistake me I completely understand the not wanting there to be cheating, or multi accounts. But what I am getting at is wont this be counter productive?
I have visited many another adopter's dragons here merely to get more of a feel, but I do not talk to them. I am for the most part a person whom keeps to herself, well sorta... kinda hard to explain. Up until I started to read the forums, mostly this section in fact only this section really so far, I was extremely fond of this site. It worries me that I may, being sleepy shut my laptop down which saves my tabs, and then take the laptop to school in the morning open the laptop and auto log. No one else even touches my computer for fear of my anger, my laptop is very personal, so I have things set to auto log upon pulling up the site. I do not wish to change those settings as it is VERY inconvenient.
I suppose I have more statements then questions really. I am just dreadfully afraid now to interact on this site. I am very sorry if I have misunderstood, come off rude, or even come off to be freaky, or odd. I admit for my age I am quite well eccentric. This brings me to another point, I do agree with many at first you really did come off to be an all knowing, uncaring want to be god, don't get me wrong, I understand that most of this forum must be very frustrating and you must feel under appreciated. I do appreciate that you are trying your best, I do appreciate that you are a real person. I am just worried about how far you may let emotions guide you, does that really make any sense? IF it doesn't please ask me to try and clarify.